Hmmm
June 2013
I let my anger get the best of me and flipped someone off in front of my friend while driving. His distracted driving almost ran into my car and that would’ve been on my friend’s side (which I also just got my car fixed from a hit and run-_-). Then he sped up in front of me still and I kept honking because my goodness he was such a horrible driver, he must have been raging mad or drunk or high. Urgh makes me so mad, I could see him hitting my car and still driving off.
But I feel super bad for flipping the bird (not towards him, I don’t feel bad for him, I regret my actions because they weren’t very Christian like).
I also hope my horn isn’t worn out. Haha. He was supposed to freakin yield & stay in his lane if he wasn’t gonna yield though! Idiot. Luckily I am good at observing other people’s stupidness and I braked on time (I don’t even know if someone was behind me).
I live in such a freakin toxic enviornment. I can’t even talk to my mom without her wincing at me, turning the conversation into a fight, turning the conversation around to me & a life lesson, making me feel like crap for being excited for something, her yelling at me, her insulting/mocking me, or her hurrying me up or telling me to shut up if I start talking. Like seriously, I cannot remember the last time we had a normal conversation. I’m pretty sure it’s really bad for my mental/spiritual health, I especially don’t want that personality rubbing off on me and treating my own kids or just other kids like that. It’s terrible.
Maybe we need to go to a therapist because I don’t think we can be a family when she is also lying to me about her smoking and her past and just being plain mean.
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Generalized complaint about how our country is being run.
a lot of people assume because i dont talk a lot that its because im in a bad mood or grumpy or being cold with them but its just like a genuinely have nothing to say!! i am not an interesting person!! i dont know how to respond to people 90% of the time dont take it personally!!
“its not you… it’s your music taste”
who wants to give up on society and go live in a treehouse with me
Thinking a day of shopping at a record store and getting new pajamas sounds fun today. I also wanted to go on a run with a friend. I hope she’s not busy…
Had a dream that a ton of “friends” (classmates that I never really liked in the first place) came over for my birthday and we were gonna have a sleepover. But then, midway through a game, when it came to my turn, all my friends stopped paying attention to me. They just like started ignoring me, which made me mad. So it turned into this big sad fighting and yelling and calling each other stuff. Then they left and I went to my mom and I was like, “Why did everyone leave? They were being so mean to me!” And she kinda took their side.
That was a really sucky dream, so I deleted one of the girls that made me mad in it off my facebook friends. I also deleted someone who I thought was probably there in my dream too. Haha. They don’t really talk to me anyways.
I Will Play My Game Beneath The Spin Light
Brand New
Deja Entendu was released 10 years ago today. Let their be no mistake what I’m listening to at this moment. Thank you Brand New for such an awesome album.
